The letters written in this category are not premeditated. They are not of mere human wisdom. I'm simply a Scribe. Writing this is just as much of a mystery to me as it is for you reading it. So, read it as though He is speaking it to you... because He is! Yes, He, as in God, our heavenly Father.
Hello, My love!
Oh how I have longed for such a moment to draw your attention! In your desperation, you have stumbled upon Me here. Quiet your thoughts right now. Nobody is watching you as you are listening to Me right now. You are safe to open your heart to Me. I've missed you! I remember forming you in your Mother's womb! Oh, the Joy I had as I created you! We've spent time together, you and I, before you were ever even brought into the world. I knew you BEFORE I formed you in your Mother's womb! I understand, you have forgotten. But I have not! I have not ever, not once, forgotten you! I have been right here, all along, waiting for your return. Your sweet, strong, radiant spirit has been crushed by the weight of this world! Oh, how it deeply saddens Me to watch you go through this... to not intervene. I had to do the same thing to My Son, you know? I sent Him to die for your sins. Even if you were the only one who walked the earth, and you were separated from Me by sin, I STILL would've sent Him so I could have you back! It is true, even though Jesus died on the cross, He rose again! Even though I knew He would return to me, He still suffered on earth... and that still was ever so painful for Me to watch! But I want ALL to be rescued!
I love you! Dear child, I know things are difficult. I know you blame Me for all that has gone wrong and for all your losses. I know that you feel like giving up so many times... but you don't! You are so much stronger than you know. I do not speak of physical strength, nor mental strength, nor emotional strength. I speak of spiritual strength! Even though you have chosen to turn from me, your spirit remembers that there is still so much more for you! Yes, sweet one - yes, I call you sweet one, do not reject My words of adoration for you! It is how I see you. I do not see you as man does. I see your heart, and I see it is broken.
I will speak to you, now, on the matter of how you have chosen to act out. I will never condemn you! I do not turn my nose up at you in shame or disgust! That is not in My character. It is impossible for Me to do anything but love you because I AM Love! Sweet one, please hear Me. You must listen and take to heart these words I speak to you. The hatred in your heart must be dealt with! The acts you commit towards others, whom I love just as deeply as I love you, MUST STOP! I do discipline those whom I love. It is for the purpose of maturing you and bringing you into new seasons of your walk I AM calling you to! Do not rebel any longer! The enemy has whispered with his lying tongue too many times in your ear! I AM enraged by the foolishness you believe about yourself!
Let Me shine the light of Truth in you for a moment... I created you! You are My beloved! I long for you! You belong with Me! I have already chosen you, but you must choose Me ,too! You are not under the laws of any generational curses as you choose to be in Me! My sweet one, all you have to do is choose Me. Turn to Me and lay it all down at My feet. The un forgiveness towards your earthly Father, for not accepting you and your unique abilities. Always causing you to strive to fit a mold you could never fit, because it wasn't intended for you to fit. For pleading for love and affection and affirmation, but never receiving it. For being taken advantage of because he, himself, struggled with facing his own past. Lay it down, My sweet one. For the bitterness towards your Mother, for always heaping loads of responsibility upon you. For ignoring your needs and desires. For playing games of manipulation for her own gain, leaving you used and empty. For denying you your childhood. For lashing out in anger at you because she didn't take the time to deal with her own past. My sweet one, lay it down. For the rejection by your siblings and peers and teachers, as they'd pass judgment on you for being different. For not having empathy for you and seeing the hurt you have and are enduring. For saying harsh words and speaking word curses over you because, they too, have not dealt with their own past.
Yes, I have seen it all. I have heard every word that has pierced your beautiful heart. I have watched it harden over the months, the years. But I AM still yours! Are you Mine still? Will you choose Me, My sweet one? I know you cannot begin to fathom why I have allowed so much heartache, so much loss. Again, see My Son? Oh, all He went through, I allowed. He trusted Me and I did not fail Him, nor will I fail you! There is a reason you have survived the life you have endured! You are a voice I have chosen! With your voice, many who have had to suffer through the very same things you have, they will be set free! They will return to Me! They will KNOW Me! And I AM ready to walk you into a new season, full of life and joy, if you so choose to lay down the life you have made for yourself, and follow Me.
This is not a once in a lifetime offer, My sweet one. I offer you this always. Just know this, that the longer you walk blindly under the burden of shame and self condemnation, you are walking away from Me. You will not hear My voice. Not because I have left you, or given up on you. It will be because you are choosing to stay in the false comfort of the lies that have built your dwelling place. I AM always here. Will you please choose Me now? Let Me lift you up so that you may see more clearly! Your sins have been forgiven! Paid for by the precious blood of My Own Son! All you must do is step out of the life of denial, confess and repent of the sins that have been weighing you down, and be free! You can turn away from that all, now!!
You can choose Me right here, right now, and I will come and dwell within you. Quiet your mind. Pour out your heart to Me! Then, be still, and listen to Me. I love you, My sweet one! Are you ready to change the world with Me?
Loving you for an eternity,
Your Papa Love!