First, I will start by declaring this:
May all I state herein fall on deaf ears if it NOT be inspired by the very heart of God and His Holy Spirit. May all that IS truth and of holy wisdom and insight, straight from the heart of God, take root in the hearts of those seeking truth, deeper relationship with our Creator, and guidance in how to be a powerful son/ daughter in this world!
Three years ago I finally woke from a deep sleep. For as long as I can remember I not only saw myself as the target of the enemy's prime choice of torment, but I had even chosen to believe I deserved it. Anything anyone did or said to me that was hurtful or hateful, I believed that I must have deserved it. I even began verbally repeating the lies to myself in the mirror. At the time I believed them to be truths. Not just as a child, but well into adulthood. I received everything bad as justified punishment for things unknown, at first. However, I was sure to be the first to verbally shame myself as soon as I knowingly did things wrong. Outwardly, I tried to be joyful and whimsical, as I naturally was. Eventually, though, My inward decay and utter pain began to completely change my outward appearance. My eyes became empty and glossed over. My smile became forced. My body was becoming a lifeless shell. I had so many walls built up and forces of defense set up all around me. I was enslaved by my own free will!
What I DIDN'T know was this...
I didn't know I had a choice to NOT receive the lies! I didn't know the true power of MY words! I didn't know my true, unique value! I knew what the bible said, yes. I just didn't know the true power behind the scriptures. I guess I got in the habit of looking at it more like a history book with powerful stories that had happened and encouraging words. I didn't know my authority I had over the enemy. I didn't know that I could claim things, good things, for myself! I didn't have the slightest concept of life and death being in the power of my tongue!
This lack of understanding was not due to a lack of teaching from my parents and pastors. I had allowed the enemy to cloud my vision from an early age, which made it difficult for me to comprehend simple truths.
Oh! How good God is! He has unlocked truths within me and flooded me with a deep knowledge and understanding! I believe people have different "missing links", so to speak. For me it was the understanding of Quantum Physics! Everything is energy!
As I was going through my divorce, I was in search of a job. I had been a stay-at-home mom for 8 1/2 years! My highest level of education would be categorized as " Some College", but it was on the low end of "Some" considering I became pregnant with my first child my senior year of High School. And married shortly out of High School.
I had always said that I wouldn't get a job I didn't love. That was even more important to me than what it paid. I believed that if I loved my job I'd do it well. And I knew that that would please God and He is my ultimate provider! At first I decided to use my God-given talents to earn what I could until I found a stable job. I began selling baked goods at a coffee shop! I was asked to write and direct skits at my church for VBS! No, that wasn't a paying job, of course! But it was a blessing to have my gifts acknowledged and drawn out of me! Through that experience I came to know my current boss and dearly trusted friend! He worked at a health and wellness clinic where his dad was the Doctor. I asked if they were hiring and he said that they are praying for the right person to come. Long story short, (well, of this particular story) I am that person! I am drawing near to my 3 year anniversary of employment at our clinic! I have gained so much knowledge and confidence in these past few years that gives my entire past so much purpose!
Our main source of healing at our clinic is ENERGY! The true understanding of this key factor in life is simultaneously mind blowing and yet so simple!!
Is that in itself not fascinating?! I get to test energy for a living! My specific job is QRA ( Quantum Reflex Analysis )
The Doctor sends the patients to me to have herbal supplements tested and specific dosages according to the individuals needs. Because, let's be honest here, nobody has the same body chemistry. Therefore, the general dosages on the bottles will not provide optimal benefits!
How do I test? I first mentally " stress tap" individual systems of the body, for example " Digestion". With my hands, thumbs pointing towards each other, on the sitting patient's knees, I slightly bring the knees together as I make my statements to the body. I will either make a True or False statement. The way the body responds is by a Reflex Response that takes place in the hip! I will know if my statement, or the specific supplement in the patient's bio field, " stresses " the body if my thumbs do not line up to one another evenly. The leg will literally pull up slightly! I do not control or manipulate this. In fact, I cannot. I can only word things differently. I even do surrogate testing and test someone in a different State! I have done this successfully quite a few times. I simply just need to know a few things about the person's health/situation. I know, it may seem hard to comprehend. But think about it like this... If we can intercede for people all over the world, without even knowing them, and hear changes happening according to our prayers, why wouldn't this be possible? Our prayers are energy! This testing, by the way, goes beyond testing nutrition. We can, and do, test emotional health with this same technique. And this is only one of several techniques! I self-test darn near everything with a simple flick of the fingers. And, what's taking it even a step farther is testing for multiple energy sources, seen and unseen! Even spiritually speaking. People, this is NOT a tool created by the enemy! He is not a creator, only a contortionist of sorts. Yes, this knowledge can be used for destruction. Just as our words can. Just as our physical actions can. Just as music can. Just as religion can. And on and on indefinitely!
Don't be quick to shut this out... This knowledge is a vital key to fully walking in your God-given authority, destiny, and abundant life! He is the beginning and end! All scripture is God-breathed! He SPOKE the world, the UNIVERSE, into existence! Please, don't believe the lies about super spirituality being New Age and witchcraft. God began it all! And He is good, ONLY GOOD! Satan was kicked out because he wanted to be greater than his Creator! He is a contortionist of truth! He is a master manipulator! He is the father of lies! Don't let him prevent you from using the power that is unattainable to him!
Everything Jesus did when He walked this earth until He ascended into heaven, we will do also! And even MORE! I'm not saying we are gods, just to be clear. I don't lean on that side of a common belief system. I'm simply stating the fact that we are invited to partner with our Creator in walking in our true identity, all he has meant for us!
I am so moved with gratitude that He has brought me to where I am now, in every aspect! I mean, I think the greatest understanding I now have is that I can choose to walk in the Kingdom of heaven right here on earth right now! And I can use everything that is in the Kingdom of Heaven to carry out His will on this earth! I can refuse to receive the lies! I can finally comprehend how SPEAKING TRUTH CANCELS OUT THE LIES! I understand how nearly every disease process is caused by stress. whether it be generational or self inflicted! I understand that by me rejecting my true identity in Christ for decades has resulted in becoming Auto Immune! And I understand that EVERY disease process can be reversed by ENERGY! No man made energy, in pill form or equipment can match our God-given energy!
I could go on and on for an eternity because there is truly no end to this!
This is what excites me! This is how I can FINALLY comprehend the Word of God and seek more and more wisdom to KNOW Him more intimately!
The choices I face each day are not determined by each moment. Rather, by whether I am going to walk in the Kingdom of Heaven, or in the covering of the lies of the enemy. We tend to over complicate and break down each moment of our day as though there is a schedule to which we switch tasks. No. Live your lives in Kingdom mindset! His timing is perfect! And if we seek His will, He will direct our paths! And do everything as unto the Lord! The way we do our jobs. Raise our children. Treat our relationships. Take care of our homes. Take care of our cities. Take care of people we don't know. The effort we put into our homework and our bodies. The way we cook our meals. The quality of food we feed people. EVERYTHING! You CAN have it all, because, as a child of the Most High, you already have it at all!
Truly, live KNOWING that! Your bank account may look as though you can only afford to buy yourself and your family cheap, unhealthy food. But, I promise you, if you begin shopping with the mindset that unhealthy food is NOT an option for your family, your bodies will not be left wanting! I can promise this because He gives only good gifts! And it is an action of you trusting Him. Once you develop this mindset, you will begin to cut out a lot of things that may have been false priority.
Yes, there will be days when your old mindset tries to take up residence again. Don't beat yourself up over it. It's NEVER TOO LATE to change to your Kingdom Mindset! After all, you have become satan's worst nightmare! You know better now!
Be strong. Be courageous. Be you!
~ Rachel Gray